This is it !! I made my another blog, after the failure in making the first one and losing the apetite in continuing the previous one. I don`t expect too much about my determination in making a blog, due to my short-term-spirit in concentrating and focusing toward a subject. But, I just dont mind it. Learning from failure is what men always do, right ?? So, why I take it so serious ?? let it be then.
Before you`re continuing this trashy blog, I`d like to remind you (it also part of pre-emptive disclaimer), that I`m definitey not good writer, story-teller, or motivator. Reading this blog will not enlight and benefits you in any single thing. My purpose in writing this blog is not about helping or enlightening your life. It`s only part of my ego in having media to crouch, share my anger, my happiness, and complaints. So, if your purpose at the first place is to find out enlighment or even beneficial information, I bet you got the wrong direction, dude. Close this blog and google another blog. Hope you`ll understand :-).
Oh, another disclaimer, it`s about languages and writing. I have to confess that reason why I`m using english on this blog is because I want to exercise my English skills. Therefore, if you find some (or many!) phrases, words, sentences which is gramatically wrong, it would be purely my mistake. I admit that my English skills is really poor. :-(. and I always have people which keeps reminding me about how poor my english is (believe me, they`re exist!). So, once again, why it`s so serious to disclaim these languages thingy ?? To avoid expectation that I have good english skill (I hope).
Well, let`s just start this first post of complicated plot and timeline of the life.
The reason why the name is so strange, long, and hard to read, is because I`m trying to refer the title with what exactly the content is. I do have a very complicated plot and timeline of the life. If I have my personal-writer to write down my biography, it would be so hard for him to make it interesting :-).
Let`s start from myself. I`m the third-year student in International Relations Department, Universitas Gadjah Mada. People might think that because I`m taking my bachelor here, the best university in Indonesia, I`m such kind of smart student, but I regret to tell them that NO, I`m not. I`m not smart student as you expect. The reason why I`m being accepted in UGM is because of my luck. Thanks a gazillion to God for giving me chances to meet and learn the international relations in its best way. Of course, with the a very smart, critical, and genious peers as I met here. The first weeks I had in campus is the a hard week for me. The week that make me realize how poor and stupid am I in having the same level with them. I felt left behind in terms of academics or even non-academics. The depression also shocked me again (keep shocking in regular, actually) when I joined the English Debating Society-Universitas Gadjah Mada (EDS-UGM). This is the society of a very smart and genious students which have their own responsibility and rationality. We are focusing on practising the English Debate Parliamentary and winning the various of competitions in Indonesia, and even in International level. I`m really happy to be the part of EDSUGM family. But, it also makes me feel depressed at the first place on how I need to realzie how stupid am I and how urgent I need to improve my skills, both in English and Public Skill if I want to survive on these organization.
Well, I think I`m too tired to continue. It`s 01.30am. I need to go to my bed now.
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